Je Voi la Vie en Rose

Look at my path, it seems to be full of happiness, colors, and pleasure. It really is so.
Yesterday, this same path was covered of ice, beautiful, but too cold to be enjoyed.
I've chosen my own way, I've given up of my old lifestyle, of things and people that I loved... I still love...
of my great old friendships for unknown people,
finishing my college course with my classmates for new knowledge,
my mommy hugs for an yellow american smile,
fresh salad for frozen food,
the dependence on my parentes for freedom to do whatever I want,
the freedom of saying whatever I want for patience...
On the other hand, I've been getting things that I would never get if I didn't take a break... I've learned that nothing is what it seems, that the life is odd, but I'm odd too... I'm far from my friends, but now I have good new ones. I can't cry on my mommy's shoulder anymore, but I know how lovely God is, and He takes care of me. I've realized that my own rights aren't always the best ones, the world is bigger than it seems...
When the time to go back home is here, I'm gonna "lose" everybody that I've met, everything that I'm living, even it always is gonna be kept on my mind. It's another choice with a loss... leave the new old life to live the old new one... the one that's waiting for me with things which are not changed, and other ones that never are gonna be the same...
... and that's the point, for every single choice you got a loss. How to know what is the best decision? How expensive is your dream?
My dream is worth everything. Now, look at my path again, it's worthier than the most expensive diamond. I say that based on the things that I had to leave behind me... it's really worthy.